Round 2 lol
Streamed live on Feb 7, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYsdupPJ5hY

hey mama oh my gosh I'm so happy to see
you take - I know tell me it's gonna
work
mama how is it on your side oh I'm not a
Massachusetts sweetie I am in Oregon
I know quite a few people in well not
quite a few my longtime friend / sister
is from Michigan great right now okay we
were just on a few minutes ago and we
started the whole lagging be CA be a
anything started some naughtiness on my
side are I'm everybody else's site so
how is the weather there you know it's
actually it's been fairly cold um oh you
were there for a minute um it was very
cold but not not too bad we got a little
bit of that snow that you guys seen on
my vlog the other day but it was gone
within I think it was by noon hey I was
just thinking about you as I was
uploading the second one I thought I
didn't see her on my live yet Oh 80 oh
heck no no I love this cold weather keep
it cold we're great bring on the snow
we're gonna fight ha oh I bet you it is
really cold and Nevada if it's cold it's
I bet you it's freezing to you guys
because you guys are not even I was
finishing editing my I update oh oh are
you posting that tonight I want to see
it
I'm saying it but yes for everybody
asking today has been a very much better
day today yesterday was a struggle day
before that was a struggle but I will
say
yesterday was a toughy for me but today
I'm doing better
I'm feeling better I am feeling better I
know my little payment is far I hope
this wasn't clickbait when I said I
posted that picture for my life but I'm
stuck in a lag whoo Jessica Oh Chris no
no yeah but yeah I was like oh no I hope
it's not gonna be a clickbait I had
quite a few people in here and then now
nobody's on so I don't know what
happened I only have five you guys five
and you decided to come back and see me
um but yes I where was I going with this
story I don't even know
hey five I don't mind
I love five people I live it all five
awesome people yes you're right
oh Claire there you are okay now I'm
starting to get caught up with numbers
now they're going up like big I know I
try to be very cautious when I do it
though because I don't want somebody to
get upset with me by doing clickbait and
I understand it could be kind of
annoying but you know I mean I guess if
I put like a give people to watch what
if I like put like did Photoshop and
like cut my head off and put it on a
supermodels body and was like oh my gosh
look what I woke up to today and it'd be
a whole new body oh I bet you I'd get
millions of views that's a good idea
think I'm gonna do it for me it depends
on the clip yeah I mean honestly I I
think it just all depends but I try not
to you guys I'm moving you around I'm
sorry I'm hoping I'm not gonna goof my
phone up
but I didn't want to old is he ah um but
because it's all Mars birthday is why
and that's my fave that picture that you
guys see was the first time I ever got
to see my baby boy after being born and
that's the first time I ever got to
touch him was that picture so it mean so
much to me it's white hold on sorry is
the person who sent the bad email the
one who is suing you
I knew that subject was gonna get
brought up I knew it I knew it
um yeah yeah it is it is yeah I'll do a
video on how I do my Jordans
you guys I'm trying to figure out how to
do it like I really am trying to figure
out how to to do it with like because I
don't want to move my phone because I
mean I know with my luck I will goof
everything up but I have what's called a
ninja but the Ninja is not very long so
I'm trying to figure out how to do this
to where I can show you guys and still
be able to like be able to do it but I
will do I'll do some video searching and
see if I can figure out how to do it
because yeah I know a lot of you guys
Omar you need to go to your father I'm
on life in your daddy's home I am not
changing you tonight on life not gonna
happen
shot my door please it's freezing um we
are here for you I love how you wrap
your turban it looks really cool
Oh Thank You Jessica thank you thank you
yeah you know the funny thing is I
wanted for all the times that I've worn
a hijab I've always wanted to figure out
how to do the turbines well this picture
of this lady came on one time and she
had this beautiful turban on and she had
it like rolled up in a ball like a
flower and it just oh and the colors
were like my favorite colors which
purple used to be have fun and wearing
purple purple really used to be my
favorite color but now my real favorite
combination color is like turquoise and
orange and she had that color on her
hijab and the way that she just folded
that turban I was like I am going to
figure this out and I saw for probably a
good two hours one day just wrapping and
wrapping and playing and wrapping and
watching tutorial and doing everything I
could and yes this is what I came up
with well I do the flower on the front
of my head which sometimes I don't know
if that just makes me absolutely look
hideous but how are they to death in the
summer hmm not sure if I understood :
hey girly I am late thanks to my
annoying hubby but I am here now ah
don't you love don't you love those are
knowing husbands
Oh how are they to wear in the summer
you know at the very beginning when I
very first started wearing hijabs
to be honest with you I died I am not
even gonna lie I oh I hated summer time
when I was just starting to transfer
over from because before I would wear
tank tops and I never really was a short
type of a person I would wear them in
you know in the house but I was never
one to really wear shorts and like
outside just because I'm just the way
that they are but for me now I I guess
it was just a whole transition thing but
for now I I feel absolutely naked if I'm
not gonna dress down and summertime now
it doesn't even offended offend me
summertime doesn't offend me
summertime does not affect me it really
doesn't I'm not any more hotter than
anybody else I mean you at the very
beginning I would get mad I'd be like
it's not fair that you talking oli
you don't have to dress down and you get
to wear shorts and t-shirts and yeah oh
my god we would have the biggest fights
over it like not really us I would have
a fight with him because I dragged
another um but he would just be like
okay I mean I don't know what you want
me to say like I can't I can't change
things well over time I just you know
got used to it so let's see my hubby on
the other hand was like do not be late
for Amy's life she supports you you
better not be late supporting her as if
I wouldn't oh my sweet Jorge I love him
so much
Thank You Jorge for keeping her on track
wouldn't be able to live without you
do you ever get mean comments when you
wear your hijab honestly I have never
approached one I don't know if it's
because I am so oblivious like seriously
just like the other day I mean I I
really don't pay attention to my outer
surroundings I had a comment the other
day someone said hey did you hear me
honking at you over the bridge
and I was like no sorry I really don't
pay attention to anything else I like
I am a one's like I can only focus so
much so it's like I go in and that's all
I see I don't see or hear anything on
the outer skirts because if I did I
would not survive but I choose to just
be like you guys can say whatever you
want to say but I ain't paying attention
so you're just pretty much talking to my
ears that are you know no but no I
honestly don't think anybody's really
said anything but even about my weight
it's the same thing people have asked me
have you had people stare at you or make
comments and it's like if they did I
didn't pay attention or I didn't hear it
but I don't sit and listen to it though
because if I did honestly I would not
survive this world this world's a mean
world huh are we learning that one real
quick this role could be a very harsh
world um happy birthday armar Thank You
Jimmy don't pay much attention either
it's better that way yeah I just I just
don't I mean it's its life good I think
sometimes being I love you guys just
ain't here say yeah I know right that is
so cool that they saw you and on yeah
[Laughter]
yes I know my sticker is quite the most
obvious thing that you see on the street
and now I tell Leon Mike honey we got to
drive really nice
we cannot stick our finger up out of the
window anymore and we cannot be cussing
people out because it might make me lose
people
I'm just chunky oh my god I should never
have said that but oh yeah I know I am I
just told him though I was like honey
you gotta be careful like don't be
cutting people off okay
don't be draw more attention to ya know
they'll be paying attention to us a lot
better and a lot more now now all they
have to say is there's a radical driver
driving down the street with a bail
sticker on it that says Amy's life
journey can't miss it anywhere we don't
even have to get the license plate
anymore can I tell you something that my
son did when he was eight when he saw
probably his first hit job I in no way
want to offend but I wanted to die and
it isn't rude go for it sweetie you know
me you know nothing's gonna happen money
huh what oh because you bitch your
monkey sorry Kate go play um I love your
personality it's one true me to your
channel you're so real and I love your
family
Oh Jessica thank you yes it is you see
which what I am s rah can you shut my
mouth store please yes daddy is making
pizza shut the door please
okay well you go disgust out with Daddy
okay go
give me your give me yours esse for a
minute look at this this is what I'm
talking about
just your monkey just your monkey not
your doggie here so my daughter she is a
buzz as a baby buzz as a-- in Arabic was
pacifier or binky or wah it means the
same thing
well she's not ready to let this thing
go but she is messing around I think she
forgot what she was doing one day and
she we just seen it today actually in
the cars I'm gonna have to take this
apart her taken away from her and read
chicken but she bit a hole in it so now
she don't like it because she's got a
hole in it right there and it's her
monkey so she tells us she was telling
me she has a hole in her monkey and I
said well because you bit it okay here
go go play okay take Mama's water bottle
up go come on
um anyways yes what I what you see is
what you get with me I am not fake I am
not pretend shut my door I do my
ultimate best behave as much as I can on
video just because if I surely was the
exact person I would be you guys be like
oh my god where'd you come from beam so
bad um but no you guys sorry my phone
was saying it was dying now let's see
I'm gonna plug my phone in let's see
what happens if it starts doing this
hole I'm gonna lag thing anyways but no
I try to be as raw and rare with you
guys as I can be I you know I love you
guys that's why I love my channel is
because I do I feel like I can be just
the person I want to be I feel like I
can be exactly who I am every single day
I don't have to put a front on I don't
have to pretend I don't have to make my
kids you know learn scripts and you know
sometimes that's for people and some
people are just like whoa
like oh my but you know it's just I try
to be as as normal as I am because
there's no point in hey hello living
with the web's living with the web's
Olivia's on who needs a therapist when
we have you Oh Seattle thank you thank
you so much I truly appreciate that but
yeah I mean it is I'm not gonna sit
there and make my kids act a certain way
or be a certain person you know I had a
comment from the same person where I'm
dealing with now that made a comment a
long long time ago though about how they
were tired of hearing Omar whining all
the time and you know I try to take an
account you know the things that work
for people and things that don't but one
thing I can't control is how my at the
time three year old is gonna behave I'm
not gonna be like hey I'm on camera and
you're not gonna whine you know cuz
that's not fair like if I'm vlogging I
can't expect my kids 24/7 to be a
certain potato in a bag when I am on
live you know we're on videoing or
whatever it is it's like a
three-year-olds gonna throw a tantrum
they're gonna throw a tantrum and you
can't control that how many times have
you guys heard my kids come in I have
I'm about live I mean it just I can't
help it I do the best I can
yeah people can be nasty but you know I
I think you know in Olivia I want to say
thank you so much because you have
seriously helped me so much with some of
this because you know I really yesterday
was a really really really bad day and
it I mean it was bad but I just after
listening to your snaps and you
explaining what you did to me it really
helped me and I just thought you know
what today is a new day what
is this morning and either I can wake up
and be like okay I'm and allow the these
circumstances to control my life or I
can wake up and be like no this is a
whole brand-new day and this person's
not going to take control of anything
and that's how I came out of it but you
know I how I am is how I am I love Who I
am I love how my family is and I love
how all of you guys are so accepting of
it you know I mean surely we're not
sitting here you know throwing the
f-bomb around and stuff but I ain't
gonna say it doesn't slip from time to
time in my mouth but I mean I am a human
being and it happens from time to time
and I mean that's just me I I do the
best I can
that's all I want to do is to be the
best I can be for everybody but for
myself to hold on let me go back up I
kind of missed a few um how long have
you been doing YouTube I've been new to
all of this about a year now I'm Stacy
so I want to say I started my channel in
April of last year and that's when I
started my shopping hauls how do think
about it for a minute and then life
dynamics changed a little bit and then I
switched to doing my weight loss journey
along with my traumatic trauma past
childhood healing and decided to take
you guys along for the journey and
that's where I'm at today so technically
it's uh what do you want to call it a um
my channel didn't really start start
until July let's go back up you have
babies that is what they do exactly
Seattle exactly 110 percent that is so
sad that babies are children you are
real don't apologize thank you mom I
appreciate it
Jessica people that complain about how
you run your channel or your kids
whining obviously don't have kids yes
thank you and have never run their own
business exactly
and Olivia you are so welcome love I am
glad you're feeling better thank you
thank you thank you I know today I will
say uh-huh we're doing better we are so
I'm trying me and everyone hey sweetie
welcome I'm glad you were able to catch
us Claire it's generally cheers me up to
watch you how I feel really poor when I
feel really good oh well I'm glad that
I'm able to help you fair
I appreciate the you know sweet and kind
words um
okay Chris our chef wannabes when I say
chef Chris you guys I'm talking about
chef um oh no no no Maya don't it's fine
what are you getting are you wife's here
no see daddy beauty go half bye Maya
well not you but go give it to your
father anyway she was a cashier at a
store and had on the type that covers
your entire face except her eyes a long
black dress he says dad can we go to the
ninja lady my cousins she wears that
honor
religion is actual we purposely didn't
go to her line because Cody has his
mother father no filter issue she calls
us to her line and Cody says you are the
coolest ninja here Maya ever saw she
said she was a ninja turtle and her
dress covered all that wart
oh my god that is so cute
oh my god Oh
oh that is the most adorable thing ever
that is absolutely oh my gosh that is
too much but you know I think Omar would
be the child of my group of kids that
would say something like that like he
knows what these type of things are so I
don't know I don't well you know I don't
think he uh you know what kids are so
sweet you know and they have that show
the kids that gotta go bait the kiddos
just wanted to say hi love i'ma check my
snap and snap you back oh no totally
thank you so much for stopping by sweet
love and yes now be back when you get a
chance I know you're busy I completely
get it but thank you so much for
stopping by love yo um but they had a
show I don't know where all it played
but I think it was called the things
that the kid the things kids say or the
darndest things kids say or something to
that effect and oh my god the things
that some of these kids would say I just
would sit there and be like that would
be my son that would be Omar the one
child that would say something and make
you want to crawl under a table and a
hope and pray you find a hole in the
ground where you can just crawl under
and out from the facility you're at
because you know he's gonna say
something is just sitting on the tip of
his tongue wait team oh uh yeah Karma's
gonna come back and get him yes son
um well if you come sit with me then
sissy's gonna come sit with me and
everything but you know what oh yeah see
she's already with you but why don't you
come here and say hello to everybody
because they all were saying happy
birthday to you America almost in the
Omar is in the facility you guys Omar is
in the facility no come here
leave it there leave it there baby boy
leave it there Wow
might pick that up hold on you guys no I
don't want it I don't want it
I don't know Maher you get over here and
say hello to our friends and then you're
gonna go out with your brother
Esther watch out sweetie come here
Oh mark right here honey come here where
are you go you wouldn't know that he's
my son the one that just pops out start
singing anywhere we are do you know this
kid will not let me kiss him on the lips
no he says kiss me on the forehead he
will not let me kiss him on the lips
I'm like if you only knew what his
mother went for for went through to have
you oh yes he's very adorable what's
your address
how are you PS him - yeah oh I don't
need a peanut I need you to go out okay
go with your okay I am so happy to have
you guys in here but I'm so happy for
you guys to go find your father
go on go nope leave Mama's book there go
hey Michael come on help him out go go
go find your dad thank you for stopping
by bye
thank you for stopping by daughter good
bye go
thank you so much I appreciate it
oh let's see thank you thank you open
the door open the door espera open the
door
thank you guys huh he is too much hi
Judy hello I know Chris I know because
like he really needs to be spoiled you
know this girl would come take him snag
him away she would spoil these kids and
say AHA let's go back to mommy I know I
know I was having little once my
youngest is 30 and have no girl boobs Oh
Seattle Seattle you do not look like
you're old enough to be having kids at
the age of 30 now come on girlfriend
you are beautiful beautiful um but
anyways yeah he's he's something else
that he has Oh babies are um you know
you know what's really weird and it's
really funny kind of all at the same
time is that I you know I I was one of
those that was 14 still playing baby
dolls
um you know you are not an old lady
Seattle you are not you and your prime
ages now girl frame you best hold
yourself what's my phone goes phone well
we don't even know their fall gosh every
time I talk to you guys it's like claps
uh excuse me
[Music]
I told you guys were you sure I didn't
know you were a nanny that's awesome um
Jer can you come walk my door please and
shut it my husband but anyways I was of
someone where Maya where honey can Kate
lock my door please and shut it thank
you anyways I was like two fourteen year
old that Oh chef you're saying that you
were the 14 year old that played baby
dolls I bet you that's when I was
catching I was like the 14 to 16 year
old still playing baby dolls I did not
have a boyfriend was not interested in
boyfriends wasn't interested in boys I
just wanted to play baby dolls no joke
and so everybody was like oh my gosh
when Amy gets older she's gonna be the
one that is like the old woman that
lived in the shoe that had so many
children she didn't know what to do yeah
that's what everybody would say about me
hands down I have three and I'm just
like we done we we done now my head this
have been on the other hand he's the old
man that lives in the shoe and he wants
so many children you will really not
know what to do but I am reaching an age
of the end of this month that is Harley
getting me you know honestly I'm well
I'll be 38 this year and honest to god
when so my dad passed when he was 32 and
I told myself if I can get to at least
35 are 35 but get to at least 32 then I
know I made it to my dad's age because
my mom and my dad are a few years apart
so my mom was 28 when my dad passed and
I know that you know it's one of those
things where you see the numbers and
you're like
okay I got to 32 okay I've lived to at
least my dad's age then the couple years
go by and then I'm like okay now I'm 35
okay we're getting up there and I hadn't
you know had a baby out of my you know
biologically at this point I had already
adopted Jeremiah cuz I adopted him when
I was 27 and so I just I Jinny you do
not look like you would be 45 girl ya
see I started very late in life to like
having natural children because I was
already my 30s by that point
Hey Livi is here hi sister how are you
what we're talking babies right now I
know that's your favorite subject and so
yeah I just I started really late in
life but when I seen the age 35 come
along you know well actually when I got
to 33 I was like you know I think I
think I'm not gonna have biological
children like I just think my clock is
gonna tick and it's gonna take to the
point where I'm just not gonna have any
and then I was like nope I'm not I am
NOT gonna do this I'm going to have a
baby I'm gonna figure this out and I did
but no you honestly I am I'm just headed
home from school babies I am late
started to all of you you're just coming
home from school Wow girlie you are it's
getting late um 30 nieces and nephews
whoo whoo my husband would love that
um yeah baby I mean everybody said that
these just seen me having lots of babies
but honestly once I started then I was
just like
you know you know I'm feeling it I'm
feeling it um but Ollie on the other
hand he yeah I didn't know that Ollie
would actually be one to really like
beef like what like a really really
large family but he actually out of me
and him he wants the larger family than
either of us so it's pretty shocking but
guess what we've got approaching the
stage guess guess you guys somebody has
come into the building has entered the
facility has entered the facility
look look look who it is I would love to
have another one but pregnancy sighs
worth it oh yeah pregnancy is a hard one
I will say that I will say that I
definitely it was you know blessing they
are a beautiful blessing pregnancy can
be very tough on a female though you
know but so much respect for Jim Bob and
Duggars Jessica I'm the youngest of 10
yeah yeah yeah it's I mean when I was
pregnant I you know with Omar Omar I
didn't have the shots right I did the
yeah Omar I just had the gestational
diabetes but with Ezra I to go in weekly
and how the shots done in my lower back
to my upper buttocks area oh that was
just abstain my pregnancy with her oh my
gosh I will but you know what every
pension every poke was worth it I love
her all I want to say hello but I don't
know how to say your name in Spanish
because I had the worst pregnancy I love
15 I lost 15 pounds before I gained any
weight I know
oh yeah yeah I lost 65
pounds being pregnant but I wasn't sick
I just lost it Ollie you were such an
amazing husband to your girl he doesn't
you know like flutter his feathers or
anything you know mom I didn't know he
was gonna make an appearance
look at him he brings up my number look
at my numbers are going up because of
his appearance I had so many issues when
pregnant and I still born son between my
two other boys this was all still all
before I turn 30 I will Oh
truly I'm sorry to hear that I really am
it's losing a baby is not fun is one of
the hardest things I think any any man
or woman can go through husband wife
it's it's bad you are so lucky I wish my
husband would want to have a baby
oh Linda he doesn't want any babies does
he have any like from a previous
relationship maybe I'm sorry I figured
because George hey I mean another
country books great I'll work on it in
the meantime
well here's the thing the pronunciation
is wrong like people here pronounce it
Ali
sometimes I do no it's not Ali you
pronounce it Ali Ali yeah Holly Oh wowie
oh okay sorry I misunderstood your site
yes Limits no you guys bye my deepest
secret the deepest secretary I have an
accent
okay and go ahead that's it what what's
the excuse for me calling George or a I
didn't cause I did it and now it's stuck
so now he is Jorge between me and him
and Chris and you he is Jorge because of
my little letter whole thing secret your
name is really Bill oh my god I feel
blessed to have had my boys and now
grandchildren in Australia ah I
pronounce his name early early early
well Australian are different so how
would you say I have no idea but I know
they're just their accent is different
them does it speak English
yeah they speak English but different
English huh no no I'm gonna be youtubing
some videos on Australians Holly Holly
that's a soccer team in Egypt
oh he said that we are two old enya's he
has three before we got marina oh I'm
sorry Linda that's got to be tough I
honestly I think God that Ali you're
never old all he says you're never too
old I said what do you want me to have a
kid at 16 he says young God want you to
have a kid at sixty you will have a kid
I know guy he was almost 80 and he got
married you know and but men are
different they got pregnant no she was
like in our 40s
so they got she got pregnant so when the
baby was born I think he was like 78 you
know something like that
he was like am I really gonna see my kid
that can't grow up to be like just a
little boy you know right and ride the
horse and stuff he owned the ranch you
know
and he was like you never knew I was
like so a guy was sitting there it was
like who are you never know who knows
maybe you will see him getting married
so the girl was like laughed about it
you know it was Sevigny getting married
so you're talking about 30 more years
that guy died after a third grandchild
from that kids oh yeah Wow
let me see I missed a couple up here two
cats lost me older cat 19 years old oh
mama I'm sorry he said that
oh wait Jorge oh my gosh did I miss this
in a video okay so let me do a little
back story to where Jorge came available
and I'm sure Jorge is watching us
because I already know that he had I
already know hi bort hey hi love you oh
so chefs husband's name is Jorge okay
well I being the most proper thing of
all wanted to send a thank-you note to
Jorge and Chris for sending me something
so I filled out the form or the form I
feel that the the letter and I was doing
I don't even know I don't know if it was
on the Carter yeah I think it was on the
card and all he went to go and sign it
or something to that effect and he's
like something he said something about
the name and he's like who's that and in
my glass George and he's like Amy that
is not George I'm like yes that is
George why even Gogol did how to spell
George and the stupid thing came up
Jorge but I didn't know who was Jorge so
I sent it thinking I knew everything and
next thing you know I get a message when
Chris got the card thank you from Chris
and Jorge so Christmas comes along and
mr. George got a gift for his beautiful
bride Jorge aka Jorge got a beautiful
got a gift for his beautiful bride and
he made sure to put in it because it was
a gift with tacos are some something to
do with tacos yes I know I got this part
a little bit back old but I think was
tacos in her stocking and on the from
part he put from Jorge so the joke in
between the four of us is his name is
not George it is Jorge when it comes to
me and we have a special connection and
bond because his name is Jorge and it's
not George
it is not George Google said it is hard
a and so his name is Jorge because
Google's said it
yes tacos in the stocking yes we believe
in tacos in a stocking I am except mom
but Kody has had only me as a mother for
20 years and so I am his mom my dogs
however are my biological it's true yes
Sophia and Ralphie well Ralphie is the
new family member to chefs home Sophia
well she's the princess of them all and
she knows she owns it to nacho kids not
tacos kids see I got a wrong and it's
not kids it's kids I can't speak tonight
and so anyways Ralphie which is chefs
new son also known as a dog he is their
new doggie well Ralphie goes to work
with Jorge every night Ralphie gets to
go to work with Jorge so she has Sophia
and she has Horgan she has so fancy as
and she has Ralphie Ralph
oh and Jorge's got Ralph because Jorge
is Ralphie's daddy so I hope I got this
all cleared up joke when my husband and
I first met I asked him if he spoke
English because he was from India and he
said in perfect English he said no he
doesn't speak English
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not even like man I was looking for
something I'm sorry I can't help you
with that
I'm they still didn't get it I couldn't
imagine I would feel like I'd be like
all right you guys got me
cat lady how old are they and how long
have they have how long have been a
stepmom Linda yes for me on the other
hand I had Bert and Ernie there are two
cockatiels actually Ollie was the bird
dad and they were his birds but I got
rid of them because they kept pooping on
my floor it wasn't okay with that
they're not gonna poop on my floor and
I'm not gonna be cleaned enough but and
Omar couldn't be around animals cuz he
was so little and he was a preemie so we
had to get rid of our birdies no are you
really are you scared of birds um they
talked they whistled and they which one
Bert wasn't no yeah Bert both of them
Bert used to say I love you I love you
he would tell us all the time I love you
and then he would go oh my god it was so
cute you would hear from wherever in the
house and we would know Bert's around
somewhere and Ernie of course Ernie just
Ernie was his own like he didn't like
deliver I'm just thinking about getting
like a tiger or something oh uh no Marie
I haven't
I don't know it's Hitchcock yeah Linda I
am we've talked about a few things
um actually through my therapist they I
didn't know how much like animals can
help like post-traumatic stress and
stuff like that I wasn't aware of that
and so she had been talking to me the
last couple of weeks about how fur
babies actually help with your stress
and your anxiety and stuff and all the
trauma that I have been that I have
endured as a child and as an adult going
through those things I didn't know
honestly I knew that I know that they
say that animals can be service animals
but I never really understood the whole
in depths of it but when she was talking
to me or more about it and explaining it
more to me now I'm starting to really
see how honestly how important they
really are for somebody that's going
through something like this so it is
something that I have had on my heart in
my mind for a while but um you know it's
just it's a very touchy thing for us
because first of all all he is he's
allergic to cats
so that that's kind of a you know it's a
not one that we can really do service
animal this making him to work Sophia is
my emotional support dog ami you know my
history so yeah yeah yeah see I didn't
know how important these type of things
are so and they don't have to be
anything really really big they don't
have to be like these dynamic animals to
help with that but I didn't know
honestly how important and serious it
really could be to have something like
that because they can really calm that
nerve down when you start to feel like
you're having that out of that anxiety
and stuff and so it's something that you
know my therapist has been talking to me
about and something more that me and oli
are gonna have to you know kind of just
you know visit and see you know but with
our religion it's really hard because
like dogs it's not that they are
permitted
to not be in the home there's
regulations to them but there's
regulations of things that you have to
kind of go by and I don't I don't know
the findings and I don't know the I
really don't know like the the ins and
outs of its if they're if they're for a
if they're for a like a service animal
of that of that nature
I don't know how that works with the
religion so it's something that Ali you
know and I will have to visit a little
bit more because it's something that
really my therapist is talking to me
about and she's really pushing towards
more of that type of a thing but it's
something that we haven't discussed no I
don't want to take her and I want to get
caught in the middle of the night and
that might but that might throw my
anxiety out the window and then we'll
lose it what you want a funny mental
picture my 295 pound six to husband
walking down the hallway with a nine
pound wallet but you know what that's
just it and that's the thing is just you
know I had a I had a teacup chihuahua
um this is before Jeremiah was born I
had a teacup chihuahua you guys she was
the size of my palm of my hand that's
all she was she was so little little and
her hair she was very small I mean she
just like she was like a crumb literally
and literally she went everywhere with
me she went in my purse she would go in
my shirt she would sit inside my bra I
mean this dog was with me 24/7 and when
I got rid of her we had such a bond that
three months after I got I had two
rehome her I thought I had two rehome
her I didn't have to but I thought that
that's how you be a good mom is
happening to rehome something she did
nothing wrong she wasn't a bad animal
she
thing I mean she was so tiny what could
she do but anyways when I rehomed her
and I kept in contact with the people
that bought her three months later she
started having seizures and they said it
was she was having what is that called
when you're not grieving it like
grieving but um non anxiety but where
you're apart from somebody I can't think
of the name of it but when I got rid of
her I literally I think I slipped into
like a little bit of a depression almost
because I was so sad that I could not go
I would cry and cry and cry over not
having her we had such a separation
anxiety yes she literally had such bad
separation anxiety from being away from
me and the vet said that that we were
connecting again to get hurt I was gonna
take her back and the week before I was
supposed to take her back she died in
the middle of having a seizure
and so it just broke my heart because
you know I mean it was something she's
very close to me I had pictures of her
and everything I showed him to Olly and
he was like oh my gosh it was so little
she was she was tiny but she was
definitely my that was my animal and I
told my therapist about her and she said
Amy that's what that's what those type
of animals are there for you know and so
they get connected to you just like you
get connected to them so definitely it's
something that you know she's really
been talking to me about just because
lately my anxieties been up a lot more
and I've just been a little bit more on
edge that I think yeah Jessica was bad
it was hard it was it was not a good one
but it's okay you know what I know she's
in a good place and so yeah Nia was sad
but who knows what the future holds like
I said we haven't discussed it but it's
something that my therapist and I are
discussing so we'll make a plan of
what's gonna work best but I have heard
definitely that service animals are very
serious and they're very important to
people that are dealing with traumatic
stuff
so yeah craziness where did that
conversation go to that was deep
that was that was too deep yes I have to
take my husband's concerns cuz I
definitely won't but we might get a
sense he is leaving for Seattle
oh you guys are leaving oh is that right
you guys are moving to Seattle aren't
you Linda
but also remember Linda you know - I
mean I'm not surprised I was don't think
of her but you know if it's like for a
service animal if it's something that
your doctor or if you have a therapist
if they say that that's something that
you need or that you should have I like
all he said there's there's ways that
you can work around it especially Islam
it's not made to be something hard and
it's not made to be something we're so
it's not you know not saying that dogs
are not allowed in the sense of if it's
for a medical reason like how Emma Emma
was my chihuahua and if it would have
been that same situation and my
therapist was like no I think this is a
way that Amy can cure a lot of her
problems it would be something we would
reach out to no chicken well I did have
a chicken one time you guys his name was
jump oh my god I had that thing
potty-trained in everything and I had a
family so birds in one stone
he's always about food god yes I had an
animal and it was a it was a chicken
this thing I raised it from a baby all
the way up until it was huge it was huge
and he lived in my room it was I was
younger and I want to say it was my
motional animal in a way and you're
doing free how did I not know chicken
yes yes and his name was jump this
chicken it chased me around the house
like literally if fall
me everywhere I went and I'm not kidding
you this thing was the smartest thing I
had it potty-trained but it was I loved
him he was so so cute and then I had a
family member make me go put him outside
and I don't know what happened I think
the Coyotes got ahold of him because he
didn't know how to survive
hey pink hey welcome I'm so happy to see
you I haven't seen you a long time and
Ollie she says hello I haven't seen you
it is great to see so many amazing faces
he's making me have a bubble head um yes
I had a pet chicken yes I did yes I lid
I'm scared chicken stew Oh Chris Hart a
controller he stopped letting dogs and
cats in our building because some bought
a goat owned it for everyone we may
sneak a cat and at some point oh my god
Thunder that is so sad well good is
again back to him why would you put a
goat in your house though because that
thing's gonna drop pebble it's all out
of its butt everywhere it's like every
five seconds and they are very cute you
know what I would love to have and I
know that it's just like not even
feasible but do you know what I would
absolutely love so what is it now what
is my what do you think my ultimate
favorite thing would be for a service
animal if I could ever have it thank you
really
what is it what is it mom day oh my god
Oh
you know if we live in Australia you
know they have camels already really oh
yeah Wow I know yes I am obsessed with
this commercial you guys because camels
my husband would eat him if we had it go
Linda yeah anything is his food I say
okay get a bunny sure and then we'll cut
it meat it the best yeah I'm like are
you kidding me like come on um our
neighbors had goats they're creepy too
and they sound like babies crying
sometimes I kept thinking there was a
baby crying outside oh not at okay I in
Egypt okay I had a neighbor that had
goats and the goats were so like loud
you know even at night so we have
another neighbor that he always was hi
always that you know always the
marijuana never like he loves me so one
day he went you know the building will
live no houses like that well even
building like two three and sometimes up
to whatever 20 storeys but like in the
neighborhood our stories so we had them
and in the roof like on top of the house
so he jumped from his house to the other
guy house that has the goods and he was
smoking his marijuana and they will
smoke and hold the goats and blow on
their faces so one day you know every
night the goats are so quiet
of course because he got him so high you
never hear him more so there was I can
only envision them sitting on their back
with their legs hanging up in the air
just flopping their paws back before him
hahaha that's quite an beat and that's
it I'm sure they do
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and the guy was like what happened the
owners of the goats they were like four
of them were five so he's wondering what
happened like what's wrong with the
goats so one day he went to kill one
because that's why he resisted them for
so he was like hey I'm gonna go kill a
good deal what I guys come watch you
know and I will give you some of the
meat and I was like yeah so he got the
one and he's going to kill it and that
good I'm not joking standing looking at
that guy that he used to blow the my
wine in their faces like that and he's
like you like where's you know can I get
a head before I go hey Suze welcome
thank you for coming who was getting
high with goats
hahaha crazy you been you missed it okay
you missed it
he's Allah how are you hi I am so happy
to see some of my amazing people on here
well all of you guys are amazing
I've got the most amazing people on my
channel ever I grew up on a farm and had
a pig named ham he was so cute and then
he disappeared and we had him on east on
Easter Sunday I would not eat them oh my
god no I am obsessed with this
commercial you guys it's really bad but
it's the one where the camel starts
walking through the office and he's like
Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike what
day is it Mike or whatever and then he's
like and the girl says it's it's
Wednesday and he goes it's hump day and
he's like oh my god me and Omar sat and
watched that thing probably like no joke
20 times last night I kept rewinding I'm
watching it rewinding infant watching it
oh my god Omar was laughing so hard
[Laughter]
Jessica go enjoy your dinner you have a
wonderful dinner and please yes don't
eat ago don't eat ago I convinced George
I had body and goat one time he was
standing in the driveway with his hands
on his hips when I got home first time
he had ever Gregg greeted me so lovingly
outside oh my god yes Linda I love that
commercial goats up goats now I'm gonna
say goats camels are my ultimate
favorite if I could have a camel in my
house I would I wish they would make
teacup camels and I would buy them all
up he was so you oh my god is it still
cold out there I mean really cold it's
hot here in West Australia because it's
summer in Australia yes they've got to
make a teacup camel they have got to
make a teacup camel or I'm gonna come up
with a way to make him teacup camel they
can come up with teacup chihuahuas and
teacup other things like poodles who's
got to be a way to breed in a teacup
camel that's what I'm gonna work on I'm
gonna be a billionaire I'm gonna come up
with a way to make teacup camels who's
in for it uh-uh
who would get a teacup camel I love
camel is especially bad yes yes I love
camels
midget camel it just has to be that eeny
Meeny Lenalee the one I saw one up at
the vet school huge oh yeah
I want a camel oh yeah I can see the
ball if you do that I want to teacup
gorilla oh my god if I could get a
monkey I would in fact I even looked
that up before but monkeys aren't
allowed an organ or more they'd outdated
them but I wanted a monkey but I wanted
a monkey before I have my kids now that
I have my kids I've got three out in my
living room so now I'm good with the
whole monkey biz
this but yeah before I had my kids I
wanted a monkey so bad now I'm like not
gonna happen
yeah gonna happen I see a Hello Brandi
Oh Chris did you not know Brandi was in
here alpacas you know I did not even
know what that was until the other day
when I was vinylene they came up on my
thing I'm like what is a alpaca and then
I made it in fact I put it on someone's
merch or one of the girls March my
husband acts a bit like a gorilla
sometimes I already have enough how
about a support monkey have you seen the
symptoms episode where Homer gets a
support monkey oh my god no I never even
thought about it why didn't I Oh
Achtung why is my phone well why did it
go so dark okay I can fix that for you
don't don't go push it out that looks
fun
I feel like it's dark no no do I look
dark to you guys do I look like I've
been in the Sun okay it's like what in
the heck I think this poor monkey would
be a smart idea buy mine looks like when
he gets up see the thing is that Olli
when he gets up in the morning he never
comes out of the room until he has
already taken his full shower dressed
like ready to hit the literally looks
like he's ready to go into the car the
minute he comes out of the room I come
out looking like a hot mess Express with
hair everywhere pajamas stringing off my
arms you know from some royal he's royal
so what am i garbage no no your royal
okay but I
look royal in the morning oh my god you
guys this is amazing I'm so glad that I
decided to go live with you all it is
just amazing thank you guys so much for
coming and sitting here and talking with
me she's like you were guys were staring
at the camera and I wanted I scare
children uh-oh
oh I would love to scare my children
make him go back to bed but ain't gonna
work
Oh is Maria leaving us Maria I got to go
to bed I love you guys having it Oh
Maria
alright you go get some good sleep and
yes I am moisturiz I'm going to tonight
actually because my skin is really
really really really dry tonight um but
yeah I am really glad that I was able to
go live with you guys it really made a
difference tonight especially after
yesterday and just like I said it was a
really rough day but you know what I was
able to make a good a good a bad thing
turned to a good thing which is today I
got to wake up and see all of your
beautiful text messages and messages and
now see were on live and you know I just
I love going live with you guys and I
think I'm gonna do it more often just
because it's great it's a it's an outlet
for me to be able to just talk with you
guys it's you know it's like having a
conference you know and then we get this
to join us Australia what is the time in
Australia people from Australia Oh strew
this make some shrimp on the Bobby sure
we have a commercial here is Outback
Steakhouse and they always talk you want
to stick on the bull B I told them on
Olli I'm like why do they call it a
Barbie he's like it's not a Barbie mommy
the mom jump on the Bobby
see you later heading in for a shower
it's 10:25 West time Oh Julie
so much for last me p.m. what time is it
here is that Australia Julie are you
I heard that Sondra yes I wanted I never
have watched Eastern Time is further
ahead yes Australia oh okay um I have
never really watched American Idol but I
think I'm gonna watch it this season
because she's on there um Evelyn from
90-day fiance you watched that episode
with us with me that season it's the one
that her husband came from Mexico
she has like a really off voice like
it's a very I don't even know how to
describe it but it's like a her voice is
[Laughter]
no not Oprah but uh I have all her music
saved she's fought what what is fought
she's fought oh my god all we would have
to say something like that
oh she's fuck she's fought vote fot oh
she's got this ha ha
sorry you're doing what the slow couple
here he's thinking it says fart I'm
thinking it just says oh my god that was
great
oh she's got this yes ah yeah we got oh
you made me cry
Oh anyways well you
guys I am gonna get going um we are I
need to actually work on closing my vlog
today people make the pizza he needs to
go make the pain why am i laughing so
hard because you're you're happy this is
how we are all the time oh my god must
never dropped Oh people are alike hello
you've been on for 71 minutes likes get
up Sandra's like already sweetie we have
been on for 71 minutes people are like
get off now get off anyways I thank you
guys so much for joining me
that was amazing I am gonna actually
close my vlog for today I didn't really
do like vlog vlog today I'm gonna do a
sit-down just because it was kind of
like a jumbo day so you guys get a
sit-down video for tomorrow
um but yeah so anyways I hope you guys
have a wonderful rest of your guys's
night thank you so much for stopping by
I truly truly truly truly appreciate it
and I will talk to you guys soon love
you guys bye bye Chris bye Susie